Friends.

Hello :)
My best friends mean a lot to me. They are the ones that build my personality up. Help me when I am in need. I don't know what to express about this. But they are the ones. A part of my life. Something like my family. Your friends are the families you choose. I believe in that saying. You choose the right friends, you will have the right personality. When you end up with the wrong people, they might influence you.
I am a very particular person about this friendship stuff. I am not to say VERY FRIENDLY. I'm just all right. But when it comes to choosing my closest friends, I'm very particular. Therefore, I am here today talking about betrayals and backstabbing. I hate these kind of people. Sometimes, I say that I hate these kind of attitude and that kind of shit, but sometimes I do it. Sometimes, I accidentally do them. I mean like who likes betrayals and backstabbing? I have a little story to tell about this guy.
I met him on Facebook. I'll just call him Rabbit. Idk why, but.. yeahh.. Rabbit :D
So. Rabbit is from another school. And he's my friend's friend. I don't know who he was or where was he from. He was quite famous among some of my friends. So one fine day, I wanted to ask him if I knew him. Maybe I've met him in tuition or taekwondo classes before but I don't remember. He said that I may not know him but he knows me. Hell, that was freakin' creepy, okay. So we talked for quite some time. And I found out some stuff a.k.a GOSSIPS :P Well, after that, it was a REALLY LONGGGGGGGGGGG STORY.
Then, I didn't want to be friends with him anymore. Like I don't care anymore. Like why must I be friends with you? I don't even know you. He kept on asking for an apology again and again and again. But I never replied to his messages. I do not care. He even wished goodluck for my PMR and getting my PMR results. But I do not give a shit. If you were my friend, then I might forgive you. But I don't even know you. Then, why maintain this friendship? I just knew you for a few days. Ew. I don't care, dude. And the last message I sent him was "Get out of my f*cking life!" And that was months ago. I don't know about him, but to me, this is pure childish bullshit that I do not want to care anymore. I know I have made the right choice. And goodbye, Rabbit, I hate you. HEHE :D
So, cheerio. xoxo 

YOLO, dude. Choose the right people to be around you.

Life .

Hello, there! :)
Just felt like blogging. Idk what to say tho.
How are you guys? I'm doing really good! I've just got my PMR results like a few days ago. And I've got Straight A's! Yeay! The thing that made me worried throughout this whole year finally fruited with a success. Thank God. I still feel that I got straight A's out of luck. I just felt like I haven't work hard enough to deserve this. I felt like I worked even harder for my UPSR compared to this. Anyways, it's alright. I've got straight A's and I should be happy for it! I've made my parents, auntie, and sisters proud and happy! I'm getting a guitar! :) And I'm very excited! :D To all my other friends that did not manage to get straight A's, it's okay, guys. Do not give up. If people look down on you for not getting straight A's, prove them wrong! I enjoy proving people wrong. That's the thing that pushes me and keeps me going. I do not like people looking down on me. The more they insult or talk bad about me, the more motivated I am to prove them wrong. And the more motivated I am to work harder. Therefore, never give up and it's time to prove people wrong! Never let people look down on you. Strive for the upcoming exams, then! :) I would like to share a little something with you. That is, all this time, my parents never pressure me. They do not yell or shout or keep on nagging on me to get straight A's. I know that they do want me to get straight A's. But they just never nag too much or talk too much about it. They just don't give me stress. I like it that way. So, all this time, I was the one giving myself stress. I was the one who kept on motivating myself. I was the one all along. I always wanted my parents to be happy and proud with me and what I have achieved. And this year has been a really productive year for me! I've passed my theory grade 6, my practical grade 6, and got straight A's in my PMR! 
Btw, I can't believe I'm gonna start my form 4 in like about a week or so. I'm so lazy. So lazy to go to school. So lazy to study. So lazy to read. So lazy to write. and most importantly, so damn lazy to use my rusted brainzzzz =_= Oh, God, please, save meee. I do not want to learn new subjects. I don't want stress. I hate stress :( But sometimes, a little stress is good tho :\ And I'm gonna end my high school life in like 2 years. I do not wish to take form 6 as I do not wanna stay in school anymore. I want to go into college life. I would want to maybe do a twinning program in university. So that I can go to other countries and experience the outside world. I love gaining new experiences and taking risks. I love going on adventures. Therefore, I wish to get into a twinning program in uni so that I get to go to different countries and experience their culture! Most preferably, America, UK, Ireland or something like that! :)
I think that's about it. 
Talk to you guys soon! 
Byebye, and Happy Christmas and have a Merry Holiday! Aha :) x

All I want for Christmas is 1D ! Or at least their merchandise! :) x

Appreciate.

Hello there, people.

It has been quite some time :)

Lots of stuff have been happening lately. I mean like events in my life. Firstly, I've finished my PMR! *Yeay :D Okay. That's freakin' outdated cuz PMR finished like a month ago :P

Actually. I'm here posting this post because I feel like some people need to be thankful, put in some effort, and actually realize stuff. To whomever it may concern, this post may be for you. Siapa yang termakan cili, terasa pedasnya.

This thing has been in my head for like a few months already. I am so fed up with it, telling it to only one person wouldn't help. I would love to share this with the whole world. Inspire people and stuff. I love inspiring people. It makes me feel good :)

I didn't know when I realized this but, I just realized it. There's this little friendship that we've taken care of for quite some time. Days went by really happily and nice. I wasn't thinking much that time. I just did what came to me. Nothing else. I wasn't thinking much like "Oh. What an awesome friendship I'm having" Not much. Trust me, not as much as I'm thinking right now. Everything was nice. Days just passed really quickly. As people always say, good times passes quickly when you're having fun. I was actually really happy and all at that time. I'm not trying to say that I'm not happy and stuff now. But, it's just different.

It's like we are the ones who keeps on putting in effort in talking and going out and stuff. And it's like "yeah. sure. whatever" I'm so fed up of everything.

Sometimes, I think a lot. Like where has this friendship been, what's wrong and all, why this, why that, what have I done, what have you done. At last, I realized that I haven't done anything and hopefully, never will. I don't mean like we're not friends now and neither do I mean that we're enemies now or whatsoever. I only think that we're not as close as how we used to be last time. I loved all the times all of us used to have. Laughing, talking, studying together and stuff. Sometimes, when I over-think, I'll just tell myself to be thankful of everything I have now. Don't think too much. Appreciate that there's a roof above my head, appreciate that I have food to eat, appreciate that I am capable of doing a lot of things and also, appreciate my friends and family. And there's only one person to thank all of that to- God. I would just be like thank God for all of these amazing things that happened in my life giving my lots of experience. Meeting new people. Being able to wake up in the morning is also another blessing. Being able to have food in front of me is also another blessing.

This is not only to whomever it may concern. It can be for whoever it is. I'm just telling to you that you should appreciate everything in front of you while you have it. Just appreciate and be thankful. Cherish everything you have :)

That's it :) 

Till the next post. See youu :) :* 

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Heyyy! 

Wow. It has been months. Well. I just felt like blogging something.
I just went to my school's English Camp last week.
Well, at first, we were not excited at all for the camp. The trip was kinda bumpy too.
Then we reached our destination, Cinta Sayang Gold & Country Resort, Sungai Petani.
Beautiful place. Nice place for a vacation and relaxation. Then we took all our bags and went to the ballroom. Settled down. For ice breaking, Cikgu Nadia planned this little game. It was very exciting. She asked us to group according to whatever she says. E.g. Group according to the month you are born, sports' house, etc. That was fun. Then we got into our groups which the teacher sorted out for us. In my group, there was Dahrany, Anis, Syamim and Navin. They were all really friendly. We got along really well :) Our group name was Shinee Teeth :D Cuz when Dahrany came up with the idea for our group motto, win or lose, always smile! Then I came up with the idea for our group name! Haha :D Then we took lunch. We had fried rice and KFC! We enjoyed the view outside. After that, we had poem writing & recital. The theme was LOVE. It can be love towards family, friends, God, siblings, or whatsoever. Well, that was fun :D. Then we got to check into our rooms. They were exactly like hotels. Then after settling down, we have to go back to another ballroom to discuss about our drama and stuff. The theme was- If I were an English teacher... Then I just came up with this idea after watching "OH MY ENGLISH!" on TV. Syamim was the teacher. Navin, the headmaster. Dahrany, Anis, and I, students. Then Syamim will fall asleep thinking about what to prepare for the English Week. Then, in the dream, she'll enter the class and tell us that throughout English Week, there will be a story telling competition, nursery rhymes competition, and that the students can only speak in English. They are not allowed to speak Malay or use any slangs. If they do not follow the rules, they'll have to pay a fine of 50 cents. Dahrany will be the one who keeps on speaking in Malay. Then during the nursery rhyme competition, she'll sing Humpty Dumpty with some Malay words in it. LOL! It was so weird! The other teams' dramas were nice too! :D Then finally we went back to our rooms to relax and freshen up ourselves :) Then we asked Avvi to call us :D haha. We made him jealous. LOLLL. Then we were laughing like mad-asses in the room. LOLOLOLOL! :DD The 3 of us :D hahahha. After that, we went to the restaurant and took our dinner. Well. Rice, chicken, vege, and prawn. Not bad :D 
After that, we walked a little. Then sat outside the bungalow. And had some little talk together. Elis, Harvint, Meh and I. Then we went back to the ballroom. And we had KARAOKE SESSION! :D WOW. Hell, it was awesome. We get to choose our own songs. But then, the songs that they provide are the old 80s songs. If we wanna sing the songs that we listen to nowadays, we have to provide it ourselves. Then I chose, I believe in angels. We can choose to sing either solo or duet. But then the whole group have to go up the stage. The 1st round, we get to just sing on stage. No judging yet. Then the 2nd round, they'll judge us. Well, we had lots of fun. Hahah. Singing. Listening to people sing. Of course we were very shy. But, we had fun :) That's what matters ;) Then we sang along to the songs we knew. As usual, the 4 of us sat together and got crazy singing :D
We sang a lot throughout the camp. "Tonightttt.... We are younggggg... So let's set the world on fire... We can burn brighter than the Sunnnnn..." Hahahaha. Memories.
Then we had to go back to our rooms to sleep. But. WE are "GOOD" students. So, we went out and talk :DDD hahaha. and had our own supper. We had KFC *leftovers from lunch ;P*
Laughed our asses off and stuff. Then we went back to our own rooms around 12.30. Well, the 3 of us gossiped until 3.30 in the morning. TAKE THAT! 3 hours of gossip! :DDD LOLOLOL. We catched up on so much stuff that's been happening and all. And also our pasts. We spilled out ALL of our secrets that we've been keeping for a very long time. When we wanted to sleep, suddenly meh started talking again. LOL! Then Elis was like KEEP QUIET! SLEEP. LOLL. Then we just went to sleep. We had to wake up at 6.30 in the morning. Well, we were so lazyyyy. And sleepyyyy. We almost slept back. And fully woke up around 6.45. HELL. Then quickly bathe. I was always the last one to take my bath. NO FAIR! And I'm always the one taking the shortest bathing time. And I'M THE ONE who's always saving our lives from being late to the hall! And when we went out, we didn't even see a SINGLE GUY! We thought we were VERY LATE! And then we quickly went to the lobby of the hotel. And had a walk around there. Cuz we didn't had any opportunities. So, this is it. The 3 of us went and walk around. Taking pics. Then, we took our breakfast at the restaurant. Finally, the guys came. We were like, QUICKLY! After eating, let's go take some pics! Then, Bonda was our photographer with our phones. Hahaha :D WE took some awesome and CRAZY pics! :D All the time throughout the whole camp, we were like "I wish Avvi and Khartick were here with us ;(" Hadoi. It's okay lah. Next year, all the 6 of us MUST go to at least ONE camp together. ALL THE 6 OF US! :D After breakfast, we went back to the hall and saw everybody standing together taking a group picture. We quickly ran and just stood somewhere randomly. And then we had to take a random candid picture. Hahaha. And they told us public speaking was cancelled due to lack of time. Then we had to do our group reflection. And also individual reflection too. Telling them about the camp and stuff. Giving comments. Later, we proceed with the prize giving ceremony. My group got 3rd in Karaoke. and also 3rd in drama if I'm not mistaken ._. Then we took a group picture together. Then we took our lunch at the restaurant again. After that, we went back up to take our bags and went into the bus. And then I heard Bonda saying to Mr Mah "Sir... I have no heart to leave this place :'(" Me too Bonda, me too ;( Then we had that bumpy ride home again :| We were all so sad.
Well. Here I am a week after the camp. Missing the camp so much ;(
I wish I can go back to the camp againnn ;(
Well, I just registered for my music practical this year. I'm gonna take Trinity this year. Not taking ABRSM anymore. But for my theory, I'm still taking ABRSM. Btw, I passed my theory!
I wanna make this year a meaningful year for me! I wanna lose weight, and maintain a healthy weight. Pass my grade 6 theory. Pass my grade 6 practical. And most importantly- get 7As in PMR.
I wanna make this year a year that I'll never forget. 
Till then :) Byeeeee <3 :*

The Doraemon sticker Elis got ;P We sticked on the bus speaker :P

The hotel lobby <3 :)

Going to the ballroom :D

AWESOME <3

Mehi and Elis <3 :))

Me team- Shinee Teeth <3

Our LOVE poem :D

Our awesome room :D

Attempt of bullying Harvint :D

SINGING TIME! :D

The fat koi fishes in the pond at the lobby :D

Breakfast time! :D

Posing! :DD

Our last goodbye to our room we spent 3 hours gossiping in before checking-out ;(

  

Lunch time :D

My team- Shinee Teeth :D <3 LOVE YOU GUYS! 

The difference between the biggest and the smallest foot in the group. HAHA! :D

Lunchhh :D

Yummm <3

Le Awesomes (incomplete) <3

BIGGGGGGGGGG TREEEEE :D

Beautiful pic we took before breakfast <3 :D

Holidays. Yeay.

Hello :)
And the school hols are here, again. That means that the exams are over too. I'm glad we've got over the first one already. A few more to go and I won't be touching anymore PMR papers. 
This paper, was okay. But my problem was, that they only have very little questions compared to those that we usually do. So, we can only afford to make errors in a small amount of questions. I'm sooooo dead. God.
It's okay la. Let bypass be bypass. I can't do anything anymore. What is done, has already been done. All is well. Well, I hope so. Whatever it is, I must do better next time.
I've just finished my grade 6 theory exam. Mannnnnnnn, I can finally feel merdeka. I've been waiting for so long. Thank God. Goodbye, and good riddance. 
My holidays wouldn't be feeling like holidays. I have my folios to do. My presentation. It's more like a 'no-need-to-go-to-school-day-but-still-busy' week. Damn it. Can't enjoy to the max. I CAN'T WAIT FOR PMR TO FINISH. I wanna shout with full of excitement in front of my juniors right after PMR. Damn, they'll be jealous. I want them to feel what we felt last year. I can feel the excitement boiling inside of me. Owh god.
School is gonna reopen like in a few more days. I'm so dead. The laziness inside of me. Argh. I just need more holidays. And by holidays, I mean the holidays that we can actually sit back, relax, and watch tv. I don't want the holidays that we have to actually do tons of homework. Stressing up about presentations and folios and projects and all those stuff. I CAN'T WAIT. PMR. FAST! Even though I'm not fully prepared.
I think that's all.
Till the next post. Byeeee :)

My DIY Kaleidoscope :) 

WOW.

Hello there, people! :)
It has been so long since I last updated :| Sorry. I really didn't know what to write about. But, when I start writing, I won't stop. Hehe :D
I had been saying this for quite a few times already in my past few posts. But, to really tell. Cuz it IS the truth. The time is going by really fast.
I mean like. I'm already in form 3. Going to take PMR. After that, form 4, form 5, then my SPM. And it's partly freedom already. Then, college/form 6/matrix. And then university. After a few years, my fun years have come to an end and I'll have to start working. But then I can choose if I still want to study. And then. Working. Settle down with life. *and the life planning goes on, and I don't wanna spill it out here*
I can't seriously believe it. It's like. I'm still playing the fool. I don't even look and sound like a PMR candidate. And the things I do, also don't look and sound like what a PMR candidate is SUPPOSED to do. It's time to get serious. Owh God.
Owh. And we just had our injection a few days back. ATT. Anti Tetanus Toxoid. Slight pain only. Nothing much.
Idk what to say anymore. I think this is it. 
Till the next time.
Goodbye. 

Joe Brooks <3 ;D

Day 14 of the year

Hello :)
As stated in the title, it's already day 14 of the year. 2nd week. I feel like it's already the 2nd month. A day of school is like a week of school. Every period is like 40 minutes. Owh god. And our recess is only 20 minutes. Rush. Rush. Rush.
Homework. And also studying. But I got so tired after school I slept for like an hour? And thankfully my mom will call me right on time. So that I can wake up. 
Actually, to be a little honest. Waking up in the morning is not really THAT bad. It's like you can enjoy the morning breeze. With the cold air. You don't have to tell that it's so hot when you are studying. And the coldness around the school. Well, it's nice. Not as bad as I thought.
Is form 3 actually a year to enjoy or to be stressful? When I mean enjoy, I mean like we must still be studying but not to be too stressful. And enjoy means enjoy our days as a PMR candidate. Cuz after this, we will not be studying this stuffs anymore. Well, I'm gonna leave that question behind.
I think that's it. I don't know what else to say.
So, goodbye :) Till the next post :)

Urm. Silver hairclip? :P
I purposely left it not focused. I like it :)

Happy New Year! :)

Hello!
Just a short post. Sorry for not updating my blog. A lil' lazy :P
Well, just wanna wish you guys a happy new year.
I would like to post this before 2011 ends. Like in 10 minutes.
I really appreciate everything that has happened to me this year. I would like to thank everybody who has helped me throughout this year. Doesn't matter, girl or boy, I LOVE YOU GUYS! Thank you guys so much for all your help, love, patience and cooperation towards me and in everything I do. I can say nothing else but thank you.
I would also love to thank my parents for everything they did. Whenever, whatever, however. I LOVE YOUUU MOREEEEEEEEE!
Now, I would just hope that 2012 will be a better year for me and everybody else which I love and care about. 
My new year resolutions are -

• Get straight A's for my PMR
• Shed off some weight :P
• Strive higher in my exams
• Treat everybody better
• Improve in everything I do

I think that's it :| Well. I really hope I can achieve all of those stuffs. I think that's it.
So, goodbye. Till the next post :)
I really miss all of my friends. Especially the LELaCers.
When I tell you I love you, it means I love you. When I don't tell you I love you, it doesn't means that I don't love you. 

Merry Christmas? Sorry, late :P

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D