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Friday, December 28, 2012

Friends.

Hello :)
My best friends mean a lot to me. They are the ones that build my personality up. Help me when I am in need. I don't know what to express about this. But they are the ones. A part of my life. Something like my family. Your friends are the families you choose. I believe in that saying. You choose the right friends, you will have the right personality. When you end up with the wrong people, they might influence you.
I am a very particular person about this friendship stuff. I am not to say VERY FRIENDLY. I'm just all right. But when it comes to choosing my closest friends, I'm very particular. Therefore, I am here today talking about betrayals and backstabbing. I hate these kind of people. Sometimes, I say that I hate these kind of attitude and that kind of shit, but sometimes I do it. Sometimes, I accidentally do them. I mean like who likes betrayals and backstabbing? I have a little story to tell about this guy.
I met him on Facebook. I'll just call him Rabbit. Idk why, but.. yeahh.. Rabbit :D
So. Rabbit is from another school. And he's my friend's friend. I don't know who he was or where was he from. He was quite famous among some of my friends. So one fine day, I wanted to ask him if I knew him. Maybe I've met him in tuition or taekwondo classes before but I don't remember. He said that I may not know him but he knows me. Hell, that was freakin' creepy, okay. So we talked for quite some time. And I found out some stuff a.k.a GOSSIPS :P Well, after that, it was a REALLY LONGGGGGGGGGGG STORY.
Then, I didn't want to be friends with him anymore. Like I don't care anymore. Like why must I be friends with you? I don't even know you. He kept on asking for an apology again and again and again. But I never replied to his messages. I do not care. He even wished goodluck for my PMR and getting my PMR results. But I do not give a shit. If you were my friend, then I might forgive you. But I don't even know you. Then, why maintain this friendship? I just knew you for a few days. Ew. I don't care, dude. And the last message I sent him was "Get out of my f*cking life!" And that was months ago. I don't know about him, but to me, this is pure childish bullshit that I do not want to care anymore. I know I have made the right choice. And goodbye, Rabbit, I hate you. HEHE :D
So, cheerio. xoxo

YOLO, dude. Choose the right people to be around you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Appreciate.

Hello there, people.

It has been quite some time :)

Lots of stuff have been happening lately. I mean like events in my life. Firstly, I've finished my PMR! *Yeay :D Okay. That's freakin' outdated cuz PMR finished like a month ago :P

Actually. I'm here posting this post because I feel like some people need to be thankful, put in some effort, and actually realize stuff. To whomever it may concern, this post may be for you. Siapa yang termakan cili, terasa pedasnya.

This thing has been in my head for like a few months already. I am so fed up with it, telling it to only one person wouldn't help. I would love to share this with the whole world. Inspire people and stuff. I love inspiring people. It makes me feel good :)

I didn't know when I realized this but, I just realized it. There's this little friendship that we've taken care of for quite some time. Days went by really happily and nice. I wasn't thinking much that time. I just did what came to me. Nothing else. I wasn't thinking much like "Oh. What an awesome friendship I'm having" Not much. Trust me, not as much as I'm thinking right now. Everything was nice. Days just passed really quickly. As people always say, good times passes quickly when you're having fun. I was actually really happy and all at that time. I'm not trying to say that I'm not happy and stuff now. But, it's just different.

It's like we are the ones who keeps on putting in effort in talking and going out and stuff. And it's like "yeah. sure. whatever" I'm so fed up of everything.

Sometimes, I think a lot. Like where has this friendship been, what's wrong and all, why this, why that, what have I done, what have you done. At last, I realized that I haven't done anything and hopefully, never will. I don't mean like we're not friends now and neither do I mean that we're enemies now or whatsoever. I only think that we're not as close as how we used to be last time. I loved all the times all of us used to have. Laughing, talking, studying together and stuff. Sometimes, when I over-think, I'll just tell myself to be thankful of everything I have now. Don't think too much. Appreciate that there's a roof above my head, appreciate that I have food to eat, appreciate that I am capable of doing a lot of things and also, appreciate my friends and family. And there's only one person to thank all of that to- God. I would just be like thank God for all of these amazing things that happened in my life giving my lots of experience. Meeting new people. Being able to wake up in the morning is also another blessing. Being able to have food in front of me is also another blessing.

This is not only to whomever it may concern. It can be for whoever it is. I'm just telling to you that you should appreciate everything in front of you while you have it. Just appreciate and be thankful. Cherish everything you have :)

That's it :)

Till the next post. See youu :) :*

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P/S: I am now a part of the MILLIONS of DIRECTIONERS' FAMILY! Woohooooooo! :D

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Saturday, July 14, 2012

Heyyy!

Wow. It has been months. Well. I just felt like blogging something.
I just went to my school's English Camp last week.
Well, at first, we were not excited at all for the camp. The trip was kinda bumpy too.
Then we reached our destination, Cinta Sayang Gold & Country Resort, Sungai Petani.
Beautiful place. Nice place for a vacation and relaxation. Then we took all our bags and went to the ballroom. Settled down. For ice breaking, Cikgu Nadia planned this little game. It was very exciting. She asked us to group according to whatever she says. E.g. Group according to the month you are born, sports' house, etc. That was fun. Then we got into our groups which the teacher sorted out for us. In my group, there was Dahrany, Anis, Syamim and Navin. They were all really friendly. We got along really well :) Our group name was Shinee Teeth :D Cuz when Dahrany came up with the idea for our group motto, win or lose, always smile! Then I came up with the idea for our group name! Haha :D Then we took lunch. We had fried rice and KFC! We enjoyed the view outside. After that, we had poem writing & recital. The theme was LOVE. It can be love towards family, friends, God, siblings, or whatsoever. Well, that was fun :D. Then we got to check into our rooms. They were exactly like hotels. Then after settling down, we have to go back to another ballroom to discuss about our drama and stuff. The theme was- If I were an English teacher... Then I just came up with this idea after watching "OH MY ENGLISH!" on TV. Syamim was the teacher. Navin, the headmaster. Dahrany, Anis, and I, students. Then Syamim will fall asleep thinking about what to prepare for the English Week. Then, in the dream, she'll enter the class and tell us that throughout English Week, there will be a story telling competition, nursery rhymes competition, and that the students can only speak in English. They are not allowed to speak Malay or use any slangs. If they do not follow the rules, they'll have to pay a fine of 50 cents. Dahrany will be the one who keeps on speaking in Malay. Then during the nursery rhyme competition, she'll sing Humpty Dumpty with some Malay words in it. LOL! It was so weird! The other teams' dramas were nice too! :D Then finally we went back to our rooms to relax and freshen up ourselves :) Then we asked Avvi to call us :D haha. We made him jealous. LOLLL. Then we were laughing like mad-asses in the room. LOLOLOLOL! :DD The 3 of us :D hahahha. After that, we went to the restaurant and took our dinner. Well. Rice, chicken, vege, and prawn. Not bad :D
After that, we walked a little. Then sat outside the bungalow. And had some little talk together. Elis, Harvint, Meh and I. Then we went back to the ballroom. And we had KARAOKE SESSION! :D WOW. Hell, it was awesome. We get to choose our own songs. But then, the songs that they provide are the old 80s songs. If we wanna sing the songs that we listen to nowadays, we have to provide it ourselves. Then I chose, I believe in angels. We can choose to sing either solo or duet. But then the whole group have to go up the stage. The 1st round, we get to just sing on stage. No judging yet. Then the 2nd round, they'll judge us. Well, we had lots of fun. Hahah. Singing. Listening to people sing. Of course we were very shy. But, we had fun :) That's what matters ;) Then we sang along to the songs we knew. As usual, the 4 of us sat together and got crazy singing :D
We sang a lot throughout the camp. "Tonightttt.... We are younggggg... So let's set the world on fire... We can burn brighter than the Sunnnnn..." Hahahaha. Memories.
Then we had to go back to our rooms to sleep. But. WE are "GOOD" students. So, we went out and talk :DDD hahaha. and had our own supper. We had KFC *leftovers from lunch ;P*
Laughed our asses off and stuff. Then we went back to our own rooms around 12.30. Well, the 3 of us gossiped until 3.30 in the morning. TAKE THAT! 3 hours of gossip! :DDD LOLOLOL. We catched up on so much stuff that's been happening and all. And also our pasts. We spilled out ALL of our secrets that we've been keeping for a very long time. When we wanted to sleep, suddenly meh started talking again. LOL! Then Elis was like KEEP QUIET! SLEEP. LOLL. Then we just went to sleep. We had to wake up at 6.30 in the morning. Well, we were so lazyyyy. And sleepyyyy. We almost slept back. And fully woke up around 6.45. HELL. Then quickly bathe. I was always the last one to take my bath. NO FAIR! And I'm always the one taking the shortest bathing time. And I'M THE ONE who's always saving our lives from being late to the hall! And when we went out, we didn't even see a SINGLE GUY! We thought we were VERY LATE! And then we quickly went to the lobby of the hotel. And had a walk around there. Cuz we didn't had any opportunities. So, this is it. The 3 of us went and walk around. Taking pics. Then, we took our breakfast at the restaurant. Finally, the guys came. We were like, QUICKLY! After eating, let's go take some pics! Then, Bonda was our photographer with our phones. Hahaha :D WE took some awesome and CRAZY pics! :D All the time throughout the whole camp, we were like "I wish Avvi and Khartick were here with us ;(" Hadoi. It's okay lah. Next year, all the 6 of us MUST go to at least ONE camp together. ALL THE 6 OF US! :D After breakfast, we went back to the hall and saw everybody standing together taking a group picture. We quickly ran and just stood somewhere randomly. And then we had to take a random candid picture. Hahaha. And they told us public speaking was cancelled due to lack of time. Then we had to do our group reflection. And also individual reflection too. Telling them about the camp and stuff. Giving comments. Later, we proceed with the prize giving ceremony. My group got 3rd in Karaoke. and also 3rd in drama if I'm not mistaken ._. Then we took a group picture together. Then we took our lunch at the restaurant again. After that, we went back up to take our bags and went into the bus. And then I heard Bonda saying to Mr Mah "Sir... I have no heart to leave this place :'(" Me too Bonda, me too ;( Then we had that bumpy ride home again :| We were all so sad.
Well. Here I am a week after the camp. Missing the camp so much ;(
I wish I can go back to the camp againnn ;(
Well, I just registered for my music practical this year. I'm gonna take Trinity this year. Not taking ABRSM anymore. But for my theory, I'm still taking ABRSM. Btw, I passed my theory!
I wanna make this year a meaningful year for me! I wanna lose weight, and maintain a healthy weight. Pass my grade 6 theory. Pass my grade 6 practical. And most importantly- get 7As in PMR.
I wanna make this year a year that I'll never forget.
Till then :) Byeeeee <3 :*