Friends.

Hello :)
My best friends mean a lot to me. They are the ones that build my personality up. Help me when I am in need. I don't know what to express about this. But they are the ones. A part of my life. Something like my family. Your friends are the families you choose. I believe in that saying. You choose the right friends, you will have the right personality. When you end up with the wrong people, they might influence you.
I am a very particular person about this friendship stuff. I am not to say VERY FRIENDLY. I'm just all right. But when it comes to choosing my closest friends, I'm very particular. Therefore, I am here today talking about betrayals and backstabbing. I hate these kind of people. Sometimes, I say that I hate these kind of attitude and that kind of shit, but sometimes I do it. Sometimes, I accidentally do them. I mean like who likes betrayals and backstabbing? I have a little story to tell about this guy.
I met him on Facebook. I'll just call him Rabbit. Idk why, but.. yeahh.. Rabbit :D
So. Rabbit is from another school. And he's my friend's friend. I don't know who he was or where was he from. He was quite famous among some of my friends. So one fine day, I wanted to ask him if I knew him. Maybe I've met him in tuition or taekwondo classes before but I don't remember. He said that I may not know him but he knows me. Hell, that was freakin' creepy, okay. So we talked for quite some time. And I found out some stuff a.k.a GOSSIPS :P Well, after that, it was a REALLY LONGGGGGGGGGGG STORY.
Then, I didn't want to be friends with him anymore. Like I don't care anymore. Like why must I be friends with you? I don't even know you. He kept on asking for an apology again and again and again. But I never replied to his messages. I do not care. He even wished goodluck for my PMR and getting my PMR results. But I do not give a shit. If you were my friend, then I might forgive you. But I don't even know you. Then, why maintain this friendship? I just knew you for a few days. Ew. I don't care, dude. And the last message I sent him was "Get out of my f*cking life!" And that was months ago. I don't know about him, but to me, this is pure childish bullshit that I do not want to care anymore. I know I have made the right choice. And goodbye, Rabbit, I hate you. HEHE :D
So, cheerio. xoxo 

YOLO, dude. Choose the right people to be around you.

Appreciate.

Hello there, people.

It has been quite some time :)

Lots of stuff have been happening lately. I mean like events in my life. Firstly, I've finished my PMR! *Yeay :D Okay. That's freakin' outdated cuz PMR finished like a month ago :P

Actually. I'm here posting this post because I feel like some people need to be thankful, put in some effort, and actually realize stuff. To whomever it may concern, this post may be for you. Siapa yang termakan cili, terasa pedasnya.

This thing has been in my head for like a few months already. I am so fed up with it, telling it to only one person wouldn't help. I would love to share this with the whole world. Inspire people and stuff. I love inspiring people. It makes me feel good :)

I didn't know when I realized this but, I just realized it. There's this little friendship that we've taken care of for quite some time. Days went by really happily and nice. I wasn't thinking much that time. I just did what came to me. Nothing else. I wasn't thinking much like "Oh. What an awesome friendship I'm having" Not much. Trust me, not as much as I'm thinking right now. Everything was nice. Days just passed really quickly. As people always say, good times passes quickly when you're having fun. I was actually really happy and all at that time. I'm not trying to say that I'm not happy and stuff now. But, it's just different.

It's like we are the ones who keeps on putting in effort in talking and going out and stuff. And it's like "yeah. sure. whatever" I'm so fed up of everything.

Sometimes, I think a lot. Like where has this friendship been, what's wrong and all, why this, why that, what have I done, what have you done. At last, I realized that I haven't done anything and hopefully, never will. I don't mean like we're not friends now and neither do I mean that we're enemies now or whatsoever. I only think that we're not as close as how we used to be last time. I loved all the times all of us used to have. Laughing, talking, studying together and stuff. Sometimes, when I over-think, I'll just tell myself to be thankful of everything I have now. Don't think too much. Appreciate that there's a roof above my head, appreciate that I have food to eat, appreciate that I am capable of doing a lot of things and also, appreciate my friends and family. And there's only one person to thank all of that to- God. I would just be like thank God for all of these amazing things that happened in my life giving my lots of experience. Meeting new people. Being able to wake up in the morning is also another blessing. Being able to have food in front of me is also another blessing.

This is not only to whomever it may concern. It can be for whoever it is. I'm just telling to you that you should appreciate everything in front of you while you have it. Just appreciate and be thankful. Cherish everything you have :)

That's it :) 

Till the next post. See youu :) :* 

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P/S: I am now a part of the MILLIONS of DIRECTIONERS' FAMILY! Woohooooooo! :D

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